Day 8 Getting back into the workout groove!

Last night(Monday Feb 23rd)I ate more little than usual. I had a little burrito (200cal) for breakfast lunch and dinner were split with one salad from subway. I had strawberries, carrots, anyway it was the first night in a while where I worked out SO HARD I mean I kicked ass, better than I've done in months, it was easier to do because my friend is with me, I really do think working out with others pushes you more to do better, so I weigh myself this morning and BOOM 279.6 finally OUT OF THE 80's ugh. This better be the last time I see that number. No more binging, just kicking ass

Day 3

I'm going to need to stop binging. I didn't like the breakfast bar so guess what poor choice I made? I decided to eat my LUNCH! AT 10 FREAKING A.M UGH! It's only the 3rd day jeez. I ate my entire turkey sandwich that was meant for lunch AND the side salad that came along with it, as if that wasn't enough I ate the dessert that CAME WITH DINNER and a little bit of dinner AND a snack bar that was meant for later. So I'm going to have to make sure that I don't eat a lunch #2 or add anything to dinner. I'm also drinking a smoothie, my stomach is so full but it's so hard to stop, I hope this doesn't effect my weigh in tomorrow at Jenny Craig, Carolina is my supporter there, she's great! It's nice having someone holding you accountable, that does definitely give me the extra push I need. My weigh in with her is tomorrow at 12:30, I'm going to probably have a small coffee and eat after the weigh-in for possible better results. My at home weight this morning was 279.4 which I hope is the last time I see 280 anything again, ugh.

Day 1 + 2 (280lbs)

Okay so the beginning is always the hardest and considering yesterday wasn't THAT hard, I'm thinking today will be better. I do need to slowly incorporate exercise back into my days because I did lose a lot of endurance which sucks because I use to kick ass! It's OKAY though, the #1 RULE for this project is to NEVER STOP I mean seriously do you think she got there by STOPPING? probably not. For those of you who don't know I'm eating Jenny Craig only, I may grab a smoothie from tropical smoothie- if you have one near you then you MUST TRY ISLAND DETOX.

Sitting here today, at 280lbs (weighed more this past weekend) is very humbling. It's hard to move, grab things in simple reach, turn over on my bed when I'm sleeping. Putting my shoes and socks on are a pain in the ass. I know I've gone too far. I know if I don't care now that I can easily balloon up to 300 or 400+ lbs. If you are 300 or 400+ lbs and your reading this, I want you to know that your victory would be a little bit bigger than mine, your more of a badass if you manage to have the amount of determination and patience and consistency it takes to lose that much weight, I don't want you to doubt, just love yourself and go for it, I'm proud of you, I'm proud of us, Not many people know what this journey is like, it's something only strong people do, for only strong people discipline themselves.



Todays Weight-280lbs
Todays exercise+ time-
Todays Food-




Todays quote to my healthy self-"I love you and I love food, but I love you a little more than I love food, so here's my proving it"